Ive never been writing anything for 3 months
Time flies so fast , everything in the past time was wipe out
In these 3 months , lots are happening
Trying to change the school to SMK Bukit Jalil ,
And everything is going smooth and crank ,
Felt very tired in these 3 months
At church : busy ,tired , happy and unhappy
At home : bored , unhappy
At school : cried , happy , unwillingly to leave my friends
With worship team : very happy , fun , interesting
With church members : happy , tired
With family members : happy and unhappy , funny , adorable
Everything are going on up and down
And i feel that life is a climb that we must keep on going till the very second of life
And in awhile , of everything , i did not have any mood to play the piano
I've also stop learning drum , and take it as a lesson and a knowledge already
Songs , art and instrument are only my interest
That means in awhile im drawing things out , singing out songs with my normaly voice And started to play abit of piano back on track
Everything i started is going on and back like a train
Happy , unhappy and other feelings are sure gonna happen
My other half was now empty back again like the song from click five "empty"
Felt my heart was only 70% reborn only
30% family love , 30% God"s love , 10% friends love.......
And the other 30% was mising out by the other half.......
I guess everything is going to change in the future , although the end of the world is around every time with judgement day
i wanna stay with every family member , friends , church member together on that time was coming
But........im sure if it havent came........i wanna go on to my life
Saturday, November 21, 2009
So long didnt write blog
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
1st mission
1st misson to God was wonderful
it went on perfectly like everyone yold me
1 new song , fast song
5 recent songs , 4 slow songs 1 fast
so happy in the morning...very happy
And im been set to the piano station
Cant get my ass to drum
So i quit it by some reasons , feel guity and sad
Guess what ? I think God wanna put me in piano but not drum
makes me a bit unhappy....
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
answers
Finally i found the answers
Finally im awake
Finally ive got the reason
But i"ll be kept as a important secreat to me
Now i know ive been sleep through almost a year thinking something
Now its over..i wanna delete all my post and have a new beginning
Ive get the answer that awaken me
Im so happy that my emo face won"t come out
that always letting my team mates and friends worry about me
Wish im always awake and won"t think about the past
New beginning is sure a hard time but it is worthly for me to say
YOUTH TEAM!! you dosent need to worry about me because im awake , stronger and happier
that emo face won"t come out already....thank you for supporting and help me on the past
youth team is really another funny and happy family to me....
After this day, all those memories must be washed away and perished to the ice gound that
forever be frost
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Friday, September 11, 2009
a good team
these days are getting worst...
a team of mine is gonna broke of becausing of a drummer and the leader"s doings...
sure felt sad that the team i loved most was broke...
not only that...if the team broke i"ll sure getting more lonely....
hard on homework , hard on assignment , hard on every piece of damn work...
im sad for the whole weekend already....im thinking and thinking of her...now even plus this kind of problem that pops out...
i felt sad this week and last week...of the cause of this...and even sad of the cause that i reply her....she dosent reply back...is always my life ends like that after happy momentums gone through?
team brokes always because someone in the group had a hard time and was unhappy oreles is someone in the team felt bored...uninteresting...never mind for that guy because it isn"t just his fault but the whole team"s fault for causing it...
why must this always happens to me after i bring happiness to every single friend that i made through?...is this the kind of thing that i always get...lonelyness...thin friendship.....bad things happen to me....
in a TEST called D.I.S.C. ....i got it...and you know my fellow friends what i get?....i get something that i was fated to be a lonely person...a people who is hard to make friends with....im easy to get angry...no patience...very arrogant...but im a funny person...a person who loves challenging...but dosent care of any accidents....
why is life so hard for me that i was fated to be a lonely person....i just got my best brothers
1.Wai Liek
2.Chen Yang
3.Xiong Yau
4.Xiong Hua
5.Guo Sheng
6.Lee Qing
7.Edd Mund
My best sisters
1.Kimberlly
2.Shu Yu
3.Xiao Yan
some in those best brothers and sisters dosent like me or don"t care about me but it dosent felt anything to me because i loved you all very much even though sometimes we are angry with each other...mad at each other...
i thought i never knowing the feeling that i loved you brothers and sisters but after this happens...i just only can say all my deepest words through blog...JUST THE GOD DAMN BLOG!!!!
why does i deserve it?....
I didnt do anything that hurt you all....
If i did...i am sure that i didnt mean it to be like this....
Im sad...very sad.....how could ever grow to be a fine pianist or a fine joker in church?...
No one wanted to help me.....except for those brothers and sisters....
I don"t have any courage to talk it out but typing with my special fingers...
even if someone is my true friend or a true brother or sister.....
Why do i felt lonely all the time?
Why does i deserve to be someone i don"t wanna be?
Can anyone from this polution world tell me?
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
http://harrypotter.warnerbros.com/harrypotterandthehalf-bloodprince/
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Friday, July 3, 2009
yo yo....
my life is damn hard to work now
now i need to read more books and do lots of homework
and i surely need more practice of piano...
my homeork is failing fast...
i just got 51%
i can"t accept this...
i need to wake up...
im not an ordinary kid...
i wanna be stronger...
i want to be a smart,intelligent kid, and a strong brave heart....
thats enough!!
for that girl?
forget it...
now is my future is gonna break...
wait until i become a stronger person 1st...
http://www.4shared.com/file/32703579/770ce761/Kenye_West_-_Stronger.html?s=1
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
THE SONG that raise our hearts to win this city
http://www.4shared.com/file/106354364/32293626/Army_of_God.html?err=no-sess
now is the time
your people rise
to be an army
show your glory
there is no one
who can stop us
to take this city
for your glory
show your greatness
and your power
give us the victory
we are we are the army of god (x2)
burning burning of god yeah (x2)
we are we are the army of god (x2)
burning burning of god yeah (x2)
let"s say WHOO !!!!! say YEAH !!!!
now is the time
your people rise
to be an army
show your glory
there is no one
who can stop us
to take this city
for your glory
show your greatness
and your power
give us the victory
we are we are the army of god (x2)
burning burning of god yeah (x2)
we are we are the army of god (x2)
burning burning of god yeah (x2)
let"s say WHOO !!!!! say YEAH !!!
An army of GOD..
No one can stop us now
we are history makers
we"re gonna take this city
take it for your glory (x2)
show your greatness
and your power
give us the victory
COME ON !! 1,2..
we are we are the army of god (x2)
burning burning of god yeah (x2)
we are we are the army of god (x2)
burning burning of god yeah (x2)
let"s say WHOO !!!!! say YEAH !!!
An army of GOD..
*********END*********
DO NOT FEAR THE DESEASE..WE ARE THE ARMY OF GOD !!!
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
raise the war of H1N1
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H1N1
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